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You said the way my blue eyes shined, put the Georgia stars to shame at night.....I said Thats a lie [17 Oct 2006|12:31pm]
SOOOO 4 more weeks til this kid is due....she's coming early...one way or another if I have anything to say about it....perferably inducution in 2 weeks......I say nov 1 or nov 2 but we will see! Hopefully we will know thursday

Other news....I love justin...ok thats old news but I just need to say it sometimes.......people are making me crazy and he is the only thing...person holding me together right now...even tho he has his own ways of making me crazy....he means well.....
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WELL WELL WELL [13 Sep 2006|11:10am]
lets see whats new?

Life is boring....being pregnant is getting old...school sucks....ummmmm

I've been pregnant for like 39 years it feels like! and I am soooooo ready to have this kid already!

Justin bought me a puppy saturday....his name is bean and he is a tiny lil border collie puppy...he is cute but he peed in my bed this morning soooo I am not happy

I hate school......nothing more to say there

no one reads this probably cus I NEVER EVER EVER update it....

I have no job I'm boring and no one likes me...cept my husband cus he has to
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It's a GIRL! [15 Jun 2006|04:32pm]
I should take pictures of my belly and post them on here.....hahaha cept that would be cheesy AND might disgust some people.....

sooooo we are having a girl....her name is Bailey Elizabeth and justin thinks she was waving at him the other day when we had a sonogram done....he's soooo cute and giddy I love it! I'm excited....I can't really see myself with a little girl but it will come.....and I can SOOOOO see Justin with one....he's sooooo excited.

but ANYWAY!

I NEVER UPDATE THIS THING....that is just because I SUCK....oh well!! DEAL WITH IT!
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I have two words for you guys..... [14 Apr 2006|05:48pm]
KNOCKED UP :)
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DUUUUUDDDEEEEEE.... [03 Dec 2005|07:49am]
Guess what....

I'm not dead.....in fact I am VERY MUCH ALIVE....and VERY MARRIED....lol I LOVE IT.....I miss yall....well some of yall.....wow I sound texan! lol it's ridiculous!

anyway HI MOLLY, CHRIS, AND MIKEY

and others who I'm not going to sit here all day listing
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[15 Apr 2005|07:12am]
GUESS WHAT?!?!?!Collapse )
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GAWD I feel like shit [13 Apr 2005|07:16am]
I'm a STUPID BITCH.....we were talking last night and somehow Tiff mixed things up and said there had only been 4 months between when Justin and Danielle broke up and when me and justin met....and that made me very upset....I dunno why.....certain things about her just REALLY REALLY bother me....things that shouldn't even matter to me

On a lighter note.....wedding planning is going decently.....sorta....I'm not good at getting the details covered but I'll get it done in time....we finally picked a date....

September 17, 2005

yep...thats when I'm getting hitched.......I'm excited.....









oh yea by the way....they're putting our dogs to sleep in just over half an hour.....have a WONDERFUL DAY
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[18 Mar 2005|01:30pm]
Look.....I didn't die.....I just work ALL THE TIME......and I'm planning a wedding and stuff....sooo I'm busy all the time.....I'm sooo tired it's ridiculous...... but I still love yall
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WHOA.........I DIDN'T DIE! [14 Feb 2005|04:13pm]
#1....I like the new Kelly Clarkson song...I just heard it...I may be behind the times
#2....I'm not dead! lol just been busy....wedding planning and stuff
#3....I got a new job...working at a day care....with the 2 year olds...WHOO HOO
#4....It's valentines day...and I haven't a CLUE what we're doing tonight....I'm not creative and stuff
#5....I MISS MOLLY
#6....I miss Chris
#7....THAT RHYMED
#8....I miss Mike
#10...There are more people I miss....that I don't want to keep listing people for hours
#11...This post sucks

Sorry....I must go now....IM me if you like....I MAY post wedding dress options...and my bridesmaids dresses I picked and stuff like that....if you don't like it....DON'T READ IT....I don't care.....OK? YEA I thought so
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[27 Dec 2004|10:05am]
WHOA BUDDY.....ok here's my wonderful amazing christmas eve story...and it beats ALL YOURS...soo don't even try.....

blah blah blah finished christmas shopping....blah blah blah...played playstation....blah blah blah....family dinner/presents with my dads side of the family

AND THIS IS WHERE IT GETS GOOD....

soooo me and Justin get home....well back to his parents house...because we were staying there...I'll tell you why some other time..cus this story is better....ANYWAY sooo we get home...and NO ONES THERE....cus his parents had gone visiting for christmas and all those things you do....sooo we're alone and doing some last minute wrapping sitting in the living room floor....and I pushed him over backward soo he was laying on the floor and Kissed him and he was just laying there in the floor looking up at me...and it was super cute...ANYWAY he goes "I want to give you your christmas present now" and I'm like "I thought we were exchanging TOMORROW?" and he's like well I changed my mind I wanna do it now...sooo I said ok...and he was like go in lanes room so I can get it out....sooo I went in there and I was sittin on the bed and he FINALLY came in there and told me to come there sooo I walked over there to him...and he dropped down on one knee and pulled out a ring...he said "will you marry me?" and I just started crying.....and crying....and crying....and crying....and I didn't answer him for a VERY long time......then I buried my face in his neck.....STILL CRYING....and I was like "OF COURSE I'll MARRY YOU".....and I was still crying....

AND THAT is why my christmas story is better than yours....but I love yall anyway....

anyway....the rest is all Blah blah blah...family crap...blah blah blah presents...blah blah blah

anyway.....NOW I'm going to get dolled up...and go run errands...THEN I'm going home to play the sims BUSTIN OUT! haha it's addicting...

PLUS I have to exchange some jeans sooo BYE BYE KIDDOS
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[21 Dec 2004|07:39pm]
I'm bored and justin is out of town..and I'm lonely and I don't want to go home and go to bed alone...:(

I'll go home and go to bed soon tho...and justin will be home tomorrow I think and everything will be ok...

shush I'm a puss I hate being alone
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[21 Dec 2004|06:58pm]
Stolen from gwacamolly

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? ummmmmmm I'm not sure I honestly can't think of anything
2. Did you keep your new years' resolution, and will you make more for next year? nope and probably not
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Justins cousin Ali did....
4. Did anyone close to you die? nope...
5. What countries did you visit? AMERICA...nope I live here none
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? more real tangible friends (I agree...I have no friends anymore really sadly)
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? none really that I can remember...
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? moved outta my parents house
9. What was your biggest failure? I sucked at school this semester
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I puked my guts up last night...does that count?
11. What was the best thing you bought? hummm thats a hard one....nothing TOO incredibly exciting comes to mind..altho I did buy an adorable skirt on sunday....
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? actually most everyone has found a way to disappoint me this year...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? my brothers
14. Where did most of your money go? bills...yea it sucks when you move out and have to pay for your own bills
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? shush...I think I'm getting a ring for christmas....but I don't know for sure
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? uhhhhhhh...who knows
17. Compared to this time last year, are you. . .
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? same? or fatter I can't member....
c) richer or poorer? poorer....well not really...I never really had my own money...now I don't have mom and dads either
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? studying
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? nothing really....partying maybe....but thats all
20. How will you be spending Christmas? with my family...then with justins family..then with my family then with justins family
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? noo that was 2003...still there tho
22. How many one-night stands? NONE..
23. What was your favorite TV program? I like decorating shows....shush you
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes...but only cus I didn't know her this time last year
25. What was the best book you read? I only read one
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? I don't have a clue
27. What did you want and get? I dunno....I've had everything I wanted for awhile
28. What did you want and not get? I'mnot tellin
29. What was your favorite film of this year? hummm....I don't remember what all came out this year actually
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? hung out at justins...I was 19
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? hummm if I say it...it might jynx it...it could still happen
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? comfy...not caring much
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? uhhhh...I'm bad at this game
35. What political issue stirred you the most?I don't know bout polics
36. Who did you miss? Justin right now....he's outta town working
37. Who was the best new person you met? ummm I don't think I met many NEW people this year actually...cept justins family....
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: not to trust people (I also agree with this one)
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: haha I have TOO MANY
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[14 Dec 2004|12:38pm]
I need a picture of how I want my hair...my sister showed me a picture of a girl...on myspace whos hair I loved and now I can't find the picture...I'm gunna cry
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[14 Dec 2004|10:51am]
I should comment....but I'm a selfish brat and I DON'T FEEL LIKE IT sooo YOU can kiss my ass if you don't like it....

No I don't update alot...WHO CARES...get over it....lol I do what I want...and update is not what I want most of the time

today I went to go take justin some stuff at work...and when I left (I was going to the bank and to go to the store to get justin something to eat or something) and all the younger guys that work up there with him (not the old men...altho I knew most of the older ones) came up to him and hey is that you're girl justin? lol and he's like yea...they're like well she's good lookin...anyway soo I came back with his stuff...and he told me that it was funny I look like SHIT today too cus he called me and I was still sleeping and I took 10 minutes to get ready....altho I've been told I look just as cute when I'm like this as when I'm all dolled up

I'm bored....I drank to much saturday night (I RARELY EVER DRINK ANYMORE) and I OVER DID IT this time....HELLO HANGOVER! lol it SUCKED....yea BAD and I don't usually get hangovers unless I Drink ALOT...

ANYWAY...party at our house...friday night....you're probably not invited....unless I gave you a PERSONAL invite....and I don't recall doing that for anyone on here...sorry...cus if you drink you have to stay the night...and we are gunna be all booked up in our tiny little house.....

I'm bored...I need something to do....yes I do
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PICTURE TIME [08 Dec 2004|02:15pm]
What you've all been waiting for!Collapse )
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[02 Dec 2004|11:20am]
Being Grown up...isn't half as fun as growing up...

life is weird....you remember that guy from highschool...you know, the one who thought he was a badass, and was always trying to get you to hook up with him....the one who sat in front of you in class and acted stupid and made you laugh so much that you couldn't pay attention....always joking around and being goofy...

or of it's not that guy...there's SOMEONE from highschool who really stands out in your mind...NOW... IMAGINE that you just found out that person was killed in a car accident....it all seems so surreal...I mean, I went thru this 3 times my senior year...with people I'd known practically all of my life....but for some reason....this time it hit me alot harder...I'm not sure why.....

I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.

I took pictures last night with my sister's digital camera...now I'm waiting for her to upload them so I can post them....I bet I look gross tho cus I was FREAKIN tired and stuff

I know you don't believe you mean this much to me
But I promise you that you do.


Last night I was driving home from my parents house...and justin was sleeping in the passenger seat...and the radio was playing very softly...I don't even remember what was on...anyway I was just driving and it was really dark and you could see all the stars and stuff...and all of a sudden I saw a shooting star....and I dunno why but it ment alot to me...it seemed special...I'm cheesy I don't care....I like it...and Justin's cute when he sleeps...

life is only as good as the memories we make

my brothers girlfriend got fired by her own dad...cus she's a stupid bitch and she let the flowers die (her family owns a florist)and for being rude to the customers...she's dumb...she's a whore too and I don't like her

I got to hang out with my sister last night...it was nice..I miss those things

I just figured out that christmas is going to be stressful...GAH I don'tknow...my grandparents want us to spend christmas eve with them...and my parents on christmas day...and Both sides of justins family and gah I don't know...tooo MUCH for me to handle....

"Married Life" is stressful...
no we're notmarried but it seems like it....

going to fort mckavett this weekend...saturday morning

Sunday is my brothers birthday
Happy Birthday Josh

Finals next week....BLAH BLAH BLAH

I'm tired
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[30 Nov 2004|11:32am]
a survey cus I'm cool like thatCollapse )

so I gave a sort of WRONG impression about mine and justins "problems" I've become selfish and I realize that...it causes fights and I'm trying to stop it...I love him and everythings ok now...Plus I played playstation with him last night and he was almost giddy....lol I dunno why but he loves it when I'll do things like that (I tend to despise the playstation because when he's playing he ignores me)but everythings ok now..and we're happy...and that is all that matters...

I'm hungry....I'm bout to go to the bank then go home and eat YAY!

goodbye
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Here I am...on the verge of tears AGAIN [29 Nov 2004|09:54am]
I miss my sister so incredibly much it's not even funny....I don't just miss Seeing her all the time and all that....I miss the way things used to be....and I know things are NEVER going to be that way again...I mean they had already changed BEFORE I even moved out...then I moved out and did even MORE damage. It really upsets me that things can't be that way again....

for some reason Justin and I had a really crummy weekend...like arguing ALL the time...and I don't get it...He says I've been different lately and he wishes I could just be like I've always been...I dunno maybe I have been...maybe I turned into a huge bitch or something...honestly I have no clue....I've cried about 10 hundred Million times this weekend...I Love him with all my heart and I'm sorry I've changed GAH....maybe I'm just in one of my moody irritable bitchy stages or something....I dunno I'm trying my damndest to get over it...cus saturday actually made me scared for us....we both said things that we really didn't mean....I told him things might as well be over and we were both wasting our time...and I don't even see why we're together and all of this....and after I said it I regreted it SOOOOO BAD.....I don't know why I say things that I KNOW are just going to make everything worse....but I do...I'm an idiot....I wish someone would kick me in the face.PLEASE DO if you feel inclined....I dunno...I'm young...I'm NINETEEN....I'm still growing up....things will change...I won't ALWAYS be the way I am now...or the way I used to be or ANY OF THAT....I dunno...I love him with all of my heart..and I thought that was enough but maybe I was wrong...I don't know what I'll ever do if I lose him tho

This weekend we're going to Fort McKavett and I'm going to shoot a deer and Justin thinks I'm going to cry....who knows...knowing me I will..I cry over EVERY FUCKING THING.....But I'm excited this should be fun...Justins dad said that if Patty and Jessie's boys are home we can probably go spotlighting and stuff....I'm ready for a break...

one more week of school...(my finals are next week) it's about damn time..I'm sooooo TIred of school I might scream

wow this isn't much of an update...oh well...like it....or don't...I don't give a fuck
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[23 Nov 2004|12:42pm]
Last night...Justin and I were at his cousins house...the one that had a baby a couple weeks ago...anyway I was playing with Anson..their other son who is 2 and justin was sittin on the couch and I saw him get up and walk over to the babies crib and was talking to him and touching him...that in itself suprised me because he's not much of a baby person....THEN.....He picked Austin (the baby) up and carried him over to the couch and was holding him...THAT SUPRISED ME SOOOO MUCH...it was sooo cute....I love that boy....it was funny tho...when he first started to pick up the baby....he made a squeally noise and it scared justin and he was almost afraid to pick him up...I didn't think he would pick him up so I was about to go pick the boy up and hand him to justin cus I could tell he wanted to hold him but was afraid....then when he started to go outside he was afraid to stand up holding the baby sooo he made me take him before he got up becuase he thought he would drop him...it's cute tho....he wants a baby...lol

he may have a new job....summers in montana...winters here where we are....we'll see tho...he's excited....and we're going down to south texas in december to see some friends of theirs to see if he can't find a job down there....something that he'd be more happy doing than what he is doing...ya know...

I'm trying to decide what to do about next semester....I'm seriously considering taking a semester off...especially if we end up moving...I don't have a clue tho

I suck at school anyway

I'm hungry but I can't go home yet..cus I have to talk to my history prof. around 1:30ish and see if he'll let me make up that test after thanksgiving...I hope I don't have to do it today

I'm sick of school I need a vacation
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[18 Nov 2004|11:26am]
I guess the cock sucking offer worked...I checked my e-mail today and I had 5 comments....a slight improvement from the usual ZERO....

I'm bored....and Justin is working in fort worth...and I'm in the library...and I was on the phone with justin...and he's like "whats wrong?!" and I'm like..."oh nothing I'm in the library so I'm being quiet" and some old man who is sittin next to me was like...."well what are you like when you're loud?" and I was like "OHH I'm BAD when I'm loud" and ross was sittin next to me and was like....Believe me she can be REAL loud. and Justins best friend Wes Genz sat next to me in here most of the time I've been in here....yea thats the one...who his little brother hit on me in wal mart....then he realized I was Justins girlfriend (they know eachother) and they avoided us at all costs afraid that justin would be pissed off...but he wasn't...he just didn't want to talk to them.

I wish it wasn't "that time of the month" cus my stomach is KILLING me...ok not really...it's not THAT bad but I'm a puss...and I want to whine about something....

I think I failed my government test this morning...but oh well..who really cares....yea not me...thats right...I need to find one of those books that tells you what classes are available for next semester...because....registration starts next week....and I need to deicde if I wasnt to take classes next semester or not....

Tomorrow is Justins birthday...and I still have NO ideas....JEEZUS leave it to me to be all last minute....shoot me please
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